rainbowsmile its not the days in your life, its the life in your days.

Female
Age: 29
Hometown: St Helens
Accepts Commissions: Yes
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Number of Visits: 4238
Arnside Estuary

Background and Lifestyle

Marital Status In a Relationship
Smoker No
Drinker Yes
Education Grad / professional school
Children Undecided

Interests and Personality

Biographywww.myspace.com/rainbow_smile I'm Sarah from St Helens - in between Liverpool & Manchester. I enjoy music and I have played in a brass band for over 10 years. I also love going to gigs, photography & art. I go Salford Uni & I study music.
InterestsMusic. Valley Brass. Gigs. Art. Photography. Internet. Photoshop.
MusicIndie Rock & Roll - Stereophonics. Feeder. James. Tim Booth. Pixies. Levellers. The Smashing Pumpkins. Emmylou Harris. Coheed & Cambria. Dashboard Confessional. Funeral For a Friend. Dogs Die in Hot Cars. Metallica. Opeth. PJ Harvey. The Knife. Starsailor.
FilmsGirl, Interupted. Clockwork Orange. Trainspotting. Billy Elliot. Unleashed. Rainman. About a Boy. Waynes World 1&2. Napoleon Dynamite. Cruel Intentions. Edward Scissorhands.
TelevisionPeep Show. Friends. The Simpsons. Southpark. Family Guy. Father Ted. Bottom. The Young Ones. Coronation Street. The Office. Beavis & Butthead. Later... With Jools Holland.

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zhongliang

Really wonderful photos

Antnich

Really wonderful photos. Tell me when you post some more.

joe-zeph

nice work!

CJ8 ( Deleted user )

Wonderful photos! :)

DebraDoherty

Beautiful work!

Lime ( Deleted user )

Wonderful Your ART Rainbowsmile.

Artistatwork

Great photos, I really like Alamaba 3 on stage. Margaret, Artist at Work, http://artist-at-work.co.uk

Mamtani

Enjoy my videos---- www.youtube.com/Mamtani

Tox

Mybe when you here this story you will smile just because yo are not me and greatful. Here is the letter.The background for all this started as my marriage started to break down and I left behind successful, elite fitness trainer, truly the best. This was due to her wanting to advance her career we moved to Florida. Were in the employment of the Babcock, Timber barons and family company. We were promised a $200,000 salary; things fell apart in a very ugly way, family coup de tete. The Babcock’s are pond scum. My ex grabbed a job in Phoenix and we moved to that hell hole. I do not like to live in the desert to put it mildly and every thing was corporate. I have always worked for myself and do not fit well in a corporate organization. Tried several jobs and either walked away before I was fired or , Often fired . I was becoming finacialy dependen on her and did not like it nor resentment of it. I pulled muscle in working as a fitness trainer for a corporate place and went to a doctor for this simple pulled muscle and he gave me a massive amount of percosets (oxy-codone) and was hooked from there on out. My marriage was slipping as she became more corporate and I more of an addict. She was becoming very abusive. Sometimes physically as well as mentally. I was loosing my self and becoming very self destructive. To brief it up, I have been in a downward spire for a long time and the ground is getting near. The end of my 21 yr marriage was very very ugly and have never gotten right since then, at least I won’t need detoxed but the crack has all but killed me and I am broke and the creditors are calling. I am checking into Western State Mental Hospital tomorrow as a suicide watch. Hopefully I will end up in some sort of inpatient rehab. Just need time off the streets and some strait time. Some help with direction. Forty year ago this would have been called a nervous break down. A meltdown is a better term. Reality is so unpleasant I hit it with stronger and stronger substances in combination, 5 today including Penio Giorgio and cocaine. I cannot go on like this. Have lost 20 pounds in 3 months. I feel like I am weak for doing this and am ashamed. But I do it for others as well. Some of my friends have good connections with the institution and things could go will for me. Tomorrow I become certified crazy. Oh what a proud day. I am fearful and hopeful at the same time. My friends’ want me institutionalize for a while. So if you don’t here from me I am either dead or in the nut house. At the point of simplicity of decision, start getting back up or self annihilation. Need a lot of help, have danced on the edge so long I no longer know what normal is. I hope they will let me use my cameras in rehab. Keep paint, drawing,, gluing, sculpting, jewelling, or what ever you do. Please do not think poorly of me, I do enough of that myself. Any support you have given has been appreciated. I feel like I almost have a family here. Thank You.

CreateReality ( Deleted user )

Hi! Listen, I have about 6 months to prepare for my first solo show, and I was hoping you could assist me. I will need to have at least 30 paintings to display. If you could, with as much honesty as possible, please name 2 of my completed pieces that you feel I should definitely show. Also, please share 3 things with me, based on my current work, (remember be honest), that you would recommend to me for improving my art in general. I am fine if you post this on my public board because it may be interesting to others. The feedback from other artist on this website is very valuable to me. Thanks! ~Marianne

skramart

I like "Dad" with its powerfully moving ocean in the background

Tox

You don't say much do you Sad Eyes.

Tox

Hey Rainbowsmile smile?

tarun

hi,rainbowsmile your work is excep, nice and beautiful.tarun

Brischit

Hello Rainbowsmile, just checking out your wonderful photos .....you did a great job here ! Bravo !!!

stylllyfe ( Deleted user )

Really liked the point of view on the Tower image...keep 'em commin

Jarko ( Deleted user )

Hello and thank you my friend rainbowsmile.

Tox

Smile then!!!! You look too sad. I enjoy your works.

christianhealingart

Beauiful photographs. I like the way you crop and zoom on your subjects and the unusual vantage points. They are very eye catching. I am a photographer too.

lilach53

thanks my friend !!

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